I think we have all been there, right? When we thought we took ten steps forward but then an incident happens and we are back to square one. It’s hard to explain this to people who have never experienced some sort of addiction or has experienced a severe mental health crisis. It is so fucking hard to rewire your brain when you spent years being sick. It’s even harder to live with people who don’t fucking get that.
Today I just feel lost; however, what I won’t do is get lost in my feelings tonight. I am tired of being tired. So I am going to step out of my house and find something relaxing to do.